Saturday, January 23, 2010

No more.


I'm starting to believe there's a limit to the number of mistakes a person can do to another person. Enough is enough. I'm through.


Friday, January 15, 2010

Classic


currently most played :)

okay that's it. wanna know why? one word. EXAM.bye2

Thursday, January 14, 2010

You're here :)

Hey Saddam, i have not wished you yet :( and even if i have wished you, it still would not have been good enough :) because you're not just anyone. you're my good friend :D

Happy Birthday kiddo!


i've known of you since form 4 (please note that i wrote known of, he was famous back then and still is now hehe) but we finally became friends here in Egypt :) it's so cool that i get to have someone from my recent highschool years with me here (abroad i mean) because though we weren't close back then but we sort of grew up with the same surrounding and friends... so here in Egypt, in a way, he understands how i am a little bit more than everybody else ;) thanks Saddam, for listening to me talk crap at times haha and for helping me out when i needed it. we have quite a few years ahead of us and i really hope we'll remain close till the end wey :))) love yah buddy!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Sing and Dance

i can watch this over and over hehehe



watching all this singing and dancing reminds me of how i wanted to become a performer, ah yes, laugh all you want but that actually came on top of my choice to be a doctor but like... hello! welcome to the real world. all the same i like medicine, so whatever.

okay okay! i am so friggin excited! because i have actually found a way to put videos in my ipod, such a noob, i know, omg omg best gila! woohooooo!!! say goodbye to boredome wooots and the video above is the 1st video in my ipod! and i've uploaded it for the world to enjoy. love me please.

oh gosh...
what does it mean when i highlight someone's every single move? i'm freaking myself out. and i'm eating chocolate chip cookies like they're the only food in the world.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

You have no idea what you're doing to me

none at all.

you've messed me up so bad. who are you?


I miss mom and dad. dad called today to talk about stuff and oh oh mom got angry at me a few days ago because i gave her the wrong information about the name printed on my bank card, it's actually Noor Athirah but i told her Athirah Ali(because that's my facebook name and i'm so used to that) and i sorta messed up the process a little. and she said no one wants to layan me and my mistakes 24/7. well that's a first. so... the world doesn't revolve around me, i get it now :P but i'm still gonna go around thinking it does. so whatever.

since a few weeks ago my interest in studies has climbed charts, i'm not sure why but i actually look forward to subjects like pathology and anatomy. the new year's doing me good :) Alhamdulillah.

and i have found a new set of series which totally caught my interest but not so much like 90210 and gossip girl.


i love the singing and the head cheerleader, that's about it.

it's freezing here in my room, i should get a heater. or maybe...it isn't that cold but i just want something new in here.

Monday, January 4, 2010

I can't fix some things

a quick post. it would've been a long one if it wasn't 10.30pm already. anyway... i just wanted to type this out. i had this awesome friend when i was 13, she's the best, she really is, we talk everyday and she knows me best, better than anyone and i love her. i can't really explain what happened mostly because i have no idea what actually happened, things just happened and i regret that it did. we grew up and went separate ways and i'm sorry everyday, every single day, that we're not as good friends as we were before, i miss her so much and i wish we were close again. i can't believe this is hitting me hard now. i just saw her going online on facebook and i'm thinking "oh my god what have i done" :'(


i never wanna feel like this about any of my other friends ever. and no one in the world should ever have to feel the way i do about my old friend. it's awful.


Friday, January 1, 2010

Here's to you!

okay, here i am, waiting for 2010 which will happen in approximately a couple more hours. so i've decided to wish ya'll
HAPPY NEW YEAR
I WELCOME YOU 2010!

yeah when i was younger my mom would hassle us to write new year's resolution and i would write them because it's fun.

okay so i'm off to to go write them now.


ah hang on, yes, my wishes for the year ahead perhaps?
i truly hope the coming year treats myself and all of you better than the last :)
and if there's something you regret doing or wish you had done differently or wish you had done at all, by all means, start now, you've been given a chance to start anew :)

and i don't know if you guys know this but i'm kinda prone to accidentally bruising and cutting myself. reckless, something i should work on. anyway, i got away this year with, let's see, 2 visible scars, that's okay, kinda better than last year.


yeah, so i think i survived 2009 pretty well, Alhamdulillah.
I just hope i can say the same at the end of 2010, InsyaAllah.

alright one more time for keepers: Happy New Year fellas!