So hot, we'll melt your popsicle

I loooove Katy Perry... so,

Alright. Now prepare to go awwwwwwww

Omg isn't it the cutest thing in the universe!

It's the cutest thing ever! I'll never get over this. OMG OMG OMG. Comel sangat.

Kuih Raya

In the past week I keep on having aunties come to my house delivering kuih raya. They usually send them in the evening when you have 2-3 more hours to buka puasa. Need I say more about this sort of torture?

Ok so yesterday I got to persuade my mom to let me start eating the kuih raya coz she's always like "tunggu lah raya nnt baru makan"... so I was like giving all this bull about nobody's gonna wanna eat it after raya, so let me have it while I'm in the mood. Hah worked.

But there's something about all kuih rayas worldwide... they look tempting as hell and taste like eghhhh to me. Nobody's gonna wanna eat this before or after raya ma :P

It might as well be

For Zahin

Zahin Zahin :D I wrote you a birthday poem!!! I hope you like it :D

I have a friend, his name's Zahin

A provoking machine, he's sometimes a pain :P

Oh he makes me laugh in so many ways

I want to be his friend always

Today he turns a year older

So Happy Birthday Zahin my dear <3

-athirah ali-

Nasiha !

The title. Notice that there is a space between the word and the exclamation mark.

Hehee, that's how Cea types when she's chatting/blogging etc. LOL :) her trademark ( ada byk lagi characteristics on how Cea types hehe, marks her style)

Hey Happy Birthday :D 08.08.10 NICE DATE!!!

Thank you thank you for everything :D

You're good company la wey at times when I say "my life sucks" haha :)

and for listening to my boring complaints, thanks!

You're brilliant and sometimes you come up with awesome2 ideas dohh and I'm so glad I met you lahh :D miss those late night pizzas :)

Heard you got an iPod touch for your bday hooyeah! :D

May Allah bless you, enjoy being 20!!!

LOL

Alright. Get back to those books.

oh one fun little fact

Choose your poison

I think I unconsciously tried to poison myself last week. I gulped some Biuret reagent (thank god this didn't happen with urine), had some rotten milk, ate stuff long after its expiry date aaaand a few other things happened, you don't wanna know. That explains all the tummy aches.

Study then answer some papers and then we can all go back home okay. No moaning about. Pick up those books and studehh. GIT is interesting yes? yeah food talk. It's all good.

hmm...

This picture? because Luke posted a picture of himself in front of Big ol Ben :)

This was my second night in Ltown (as Luke now calls it), otw to meet the Queen hehe

All the best for finals! 2nd year ending pretty fast innit? :D

ma, nak pegi UK, please please

Mister

Happy Father's Day. I love you. Thank you for giving me things even though I didn't earn or deserve em. Thank you for teaching me about the world and letting me explore it. Thank you... thank you so much :)

Alhamdulillah

Wow. An eye-opener.

You think you got microscope-powered eyes ar? Click la to enlarge.

I was going through other people's post and found this piece. I wanna smack myself for being so ungrateful sometimes.

Oh yes, we're gonna have Parasitology practical exam soon. Found this. Dunno la if you guys already found this site. Got pictures. Oh ya, do click on the wrong answers as well, they kinda give explanation, comparison bla bla. BYE

Hopes and Dreams

What I wished for:

What came true:

This month's almost over.

So before we move on to June... Thanks for May :D

Always just a phonecall away

SERIOUSLY THIS THING IS SOOOOO GOOD! craving! :O

anyway.

was telling my mom about stuff and she told me

Jangan buat kat org apa you taknak org buat kat kita

i know this already! sigh everyone needs a reminder.

but sometimes, tak buat pun kat org but why..... ah this is life.

and while it was fun playing Regina George... maybe it's time to cut the act.

Speak soon

I was kinda sad yesterday... for no reason at all... I think.

So I skyped with my bestfriend and she made everything sooo much better :D

By the way, she straightened her hair last week and she was so excited to show it to me :) She looks fantastic!

After that, she took out her guitar and sang teardrops on my guitar for me, awww I love you Taylor!

Okay, so I'm thinking I keep pushing things away and sulk about having no say at all of certain things happening. Today got me thinking, why don't I just embrace whatever's gonna happen, instead of worrying my head off. I'm gonna start letting it be, difficult wey, sigh, well maybe at first, haha positivity is the way eh hehe. Oh and I'm gonna start to be.. like happy and not have little things make me sad. I don't know how you guys do it but I can't believe I'm approaching 20. It's such a big deal to me you won't believe. Yes, but I'm gonna embrace it instead of pushing it away. *It's so depressing*

Okay... other stuff now.

I wanna go hooooome.

I wanna go home....

and a little quote to end this confusing blogpost.

Today was once the future, I might have expected too much.

Oh so dreams do come true

You're better than my dreams, you're real.

On that note, look what I found...

Cinderelly Cinderelly :)

Yeouch

I'm such a klutz :(

What a curse!

Wht life's abt

It's crazy. I was sure Facebook would be my worst addiction. Tumblr proved me wrong. I managed to stop going on Tumblr for about a month or so but as you can probably figure out, now I'm on it 3/4 of my day. The other 1/4 is for Facebook on certain days. Muahaha

Blackjack

Today's the 21st of April :( I don't wanna tell you what's coming but I will tell you this. Luke said he used to call (i don't know if you still call it this :P) but anyway he calls my blog Rantings of an Old Lady. I told Hum this and she went "soon thira, soon".

Damn.

Nah. For your amusement. Or not.

I won't be writing much on blogspot anymore, few times a month maybe. I've become too addicted to Tumblr. More than Facebook if you must know.

Okay then. Cheerio.

If I could say what I wanna say

:D

Remember this song?

Things I'll Never Say.

Damsel in a dress

Just something I got off Gossip Girl.

I have absolutely nothing to say. but I wanna write. Clicking of keyboards, it's music people. It's music.

Okay so I'm going to just ramble. Guess how I eat my cereal. Like this:

Pour

• cereal
• milk
• bananas(sedap gila)
• strawberries(sometimes ar)
• digestive biscuits(digestive light)

Oh man. It's so good, I'm not kidding. But don't wait till the biscuits disintegrate, don't leave it in the milk for more than like... one minute- or it'll be like... sand in your cereal. Ok cool.

OR! Bread right.. Chocolate spread with bananas!!! So good! Oh gosh. If you're like so lazy to slice the bananas, you just spread bread with chocolate and just wrap the banana with it! Like a hotdog. Damn. Sedap.

Oh look, this picture has peaches and what seems to be grapes in the bowl. Maybe tomorrow morning eh :)

I've been spending lots of time watching How I Met Your Mother. Hoyyyy talk abt bringing funny to a whole new level.

Hypothetical high five!

I've put some episodes in my iPod and I think I probably look weird laughing alone in the tram. Oh well. But seriously man! Lawak gila.

I'm thinking how the heck the writers come up with the material. Damn awesome! They're so smart kan kan! I mean it's one thing to make a joke wey serious shit and these people make like 50 jokes per episode, say what! I know!

I wanna work with these people doh.

Okay random. My favourite subject is anatomy.

and what's up with the wind blowing sand in my eyes. Ouch.

I am so lazy to get my butt out of bed and get ready for school, like seriously, I'm all for I-don't-wanna-care-how-I-look-here-in-Egypt. I wish I could just wake up, brush teeth, go straight to lectures and come back. Simple eh

I had this conversation with my mom dulu, I was all " I don't have enough things to wear" and she was all you have enough etc. and I was saying how I was a fashion repeater and she was " you think you're a celebrity ke". Point taken mom. But just for the record, I told her I am a celebrity...in my world of course.

Don't deny it

This is so unfair!

Ah screw it. Zzzz

My heart's desire

I know exactly how I'm gonna react to the situation. I've been studying me for 20 years. I know how Athirah works. Once I'm all strapped up and standing at the edge I'd be thinking why the hell I really wanted to do this. Lets not get started on my heart, this one I know for sure. It's gonna pound so hard and fast, it'll beat like crazy that I'm gonna feel it in my ears. I'm gonna want to back out but I know I musn't. I have to do this. Have to. Have to. I've been thinking about it for years. I'll try to lose all senses and just go for it and eventually... I will jump. It'll mean so much to me, so much you can't imagine. And that's why the people watching me jump will be the people I really really love because if I can't push myself to do it, I'm gonna do it for them. Not just anyone. I'd wanna see their faces first when I've actually done one of the things I've wanted to do all my life. I really want mom and dad to see this but I don't reckon they'd wanna see their daughter jump of a bridge.

Here's the thing. I'm not that brave. Has always been a weakness. Heights. Driving. Holding bugs. Exam results. There was one time I went to this shop and the owner was holding baby alligators and he wanted me to hold them and I was so freaked out but I'm thinking if I don't touch it I'll be such a wuss and I managed to hold it and the feeling of accomplishment really makes me happy. Yeah I shouldn't reveal much of my fears, you might use it against me lol. Tsk tsk insecurity.

If I do this, I can finally go easy on myself and stop trying to prove to me that I can do something even if that something scares me. It's a deal I made with me. ugh. Thinking about standing at the edge scares me already but contradicting as it is, it's my heart's desire. I'm actually longing to feel that adrenaline rush that I'll get when I'm up there.

Maybe this isn't a big deal for you but it's a really big deal for me if I'm scared to do something. It just is.

that McDonald guy

Did I make you smile? :) hehehe

I was going through my collection of pictures and found one which made me think of two people who would totally appreciate it :)

This photo is for : Ika and Zufar.

You guys love clowns or something right?

Am I looking at your new desktops? :D

P.S. sweet dreams muahahahaha

Unique

To infinity, fava beans and kidney shape. I'll never ever forget this description about you guys. Love, triangle.

You know my name

...You think you know everything.

Accidentally fell asleep watching epi 14 of GG last night. Woke up pretty early this morning, so that explains this post. No people, I don't have anything to say. Yes, this is boredom.

I don't know la what my life is becoming. I wake up, I get dressed, I go for lectures, I go home, I sleep and I repeat this whole thing the next day.

and I don't know why people wanna mess with me. If I have never bothered you, listen up, don't bother me. You know I'd socially kill you once my patience can no longer take it. I'd be scared if I were you. I'd be really scared. No my dear, this is no threat. I don't do revenge unless... hmm. Just don't drive me to do it.

a little note: might wanna be careful of what you say abt other people, you'd be surprised how the word travels. Really. If you can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all. Dang. This goes the same for me, ugh.

Okay okay dah dah! Lets bring a happier mood here shall we :P

Hello gorgeous :D

Nothing

What are these tears for?

The way I see it

My friend Hum talks about I AM UGLY syndrome in her blog. Damn she's funny xD

Well since I am free at the moment, I have decided to dedicate this post to non other than Miss Humaira! One of the most beautiful people I have come to know.

Beautiful... hmm let me decipher what this word means. Beauti-ful... I think it means full of beauty, and Hum my friend, though it may be true those ladies in your blog may hold one type of beauty, obviously the physical one, YOU on the other hand hold many many more! ;) and remember, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. You can believe me when I say: you're beautiful :D

Also, Audrey Hepburn once said: Happy girls are the prettiest

You always make me happy. So i guess that makes me pretty! LOL okay back to you.

I went through this person's profile and found pictures yang sure sure kalahkan all those Wardina and Hanis Zalikha pictures, if I'm to judge based on my definition of beautiful :) Look at this Hum!

Some Sarawak girl. Cuba google nama dia Humaira hehee

She's as thin as her shadow?! Damn ;)

ini muka tak asing lagi. tak kenal jugak tak tau laa :P

Yay! I have a picture with you! xoxo

See you around Hum!

Idk

Sometimes people tell me things I don't wanna hear. They tell me a few times. Things I find hard to believe. Things that if were true, would hurt very much.

Maybe I shouldn't listen to these people... I hope it isn't real. but for all I know it could be.

A few more posts and I'm turning this blog off for a few weeks. I don't feel like writing (crap) anymore. But who knows, an inspiration might strike me.

If Taylor Swift married Taylor Lautner

...then they'll both be Taylor Lautner lol

You know when you've changed? When you meet up with old friends you haven't met in a while... and they keep on saying: But you never used to *insert action here*. And I go : Oooo....... My God.

I can't believe this person I'm becoming. It's so not... me. So I'm now on a quest... to once again become who I used to be. Though maybe I'm not supposed to be anymore. You confused? Who cares.

I'm gonna punch myself if I ever say "I really wanna go back to Egypt" again! I can't believe I said that earlier today only to be brought back to reality by Sab and Luke (thank youuuu!). Told you I'm becoming a person I'm not. Shit.

I started this blog when I came back to Malaysia for winter break last year. So that's approximately one year ago. And now I'm in Malaysia for winter break again. Happy Birthday blog :')

Tau tak rindu tu apa

I didn't use to know.

thought it was just a word people like to say.

till a few days ago.

:(( it's a horrible feeling.

so how?

When I look at You

by Miley Cyrus. Current obsession :D . The song title below is totally wrong, It's really "look", not "looked". lol

From her new movie "The Last Song". wow wow

I have Biochemistry tomorrow, yay! and then there'll be one more paper left.

Lalalala

Referring to one particular post i posted approximately one year ago. Update on that wisdom tooth. It's halfway there. Ouch

Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break

Ooooh get this! Sam tsui's got competition haha, Kak Nisa told me to listen to this guy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMfVDldnybQ

A mash up of Britney's Circus and Gaga's Just Dance.

ah and

Here's a little something for you and me. I came across it last night.

If you ask for something from God, do not ask only for yourself but also for others. If you ask for happiness do not ask only for yourself but also for others. If you ask for abundance do not ask only for yourself but also for others. Okay i'm sure that's pretty clear. The repetition's getting a little annoying.

Right, so here's the idea, when you ask for success, ask not only for yourself but also for others. Wouldn't it be nice if everybody in the lecture hall did that, then you'd have about 250 people ( is that the number of people in our batch? haha) praying for your success :D Think of that.

All the best for the next few papers.

If it's not real, you can't hold it in your hand

...can't feel it with your heart.

Paramore; Brick by Boring Brick.

I have Microbiology exam tomorrow.

Sam Tsui.Sam Tsui. Sam Tsui.

Breaking free woooooh

The 1st song that I heard him sing :)

You run through my mind all day

Tajuk blog pos saya kadang-kadang tak berkaitan langsung dengan isi kandungan pos. Saya pun tak pasti kenapa ;)

Saya baru bangun tido tapi saya masih mengantuk. Tak faham. Dan saya taknak minum kopi. Oh saya nak cerita kat awak. Badan saya memberi respon yang sangat ketara pada kopi dan susu. Kalau saya minum kopi walaupun seteguk WOOOOOH mata saya akan terbuka luas dan saya rasa macam saya boleh lari lari keliling Camp Ceasar. Kalau saya minum susu pula, dalam masa 15-20 minit saya dah mula mengantuk. So begitulah.

Lepas mengarang pos kali ini saya masih mengantuk. Bye la.

You and me... and Paris

I've been to Paris once. I think it was when i was 6. My mom and dad brought me and my brothers and sisters along. I had the most wonderful time.

When we were on the plane ride home, my dad gathered me and my brothers and my sisters. There's a reason why he planned this little vacation.

He looked at us and said something like this. Ada campur English Melayu, basically it was this xD I was 6 kot. Lupa sikit2 haha

Well anyway he said:

I brought all of you along because I wanted you to see Paris for the first time with someone... who will love you for the rest of your life.

I remembered my sister was like: hey hey jangan nak ber-drama kat sini :P

I've actually forgotten about this till just now, for some reason i remembered it when i was having lunch :)

and I didn't understand it so much back then but it's just so meaningful when I thought about it now.

I love you mom and dad. Thank you so much for that and... everything else! <3

You are awesome!

Ahhh Sam Tsui. You had me at hello. You really did

This is a boring post.

Warned yah.

I just ate 2 muffins! and i ate them with strawberry jam. And i had a tin of 7UP. And i had hot chocolate after. I'm bloated and sleepy. Can't believe i ate 2 muffins before bedtime.

P.S. I LOVE SAM TSUI.

i'll tell you guys about him next time.

Thank goodness Hana stopped me from eating a third muffin. Seriously i was about to reach for another one. Ahhh midnight snacks

Good night world!

I took a chance.

I'm so glad i have pictures of me fooling around. Looking at such photos make me smile when I'm so tensed with studies. ;)

Object of my Affection

Athirah.Hur.Areqa

You people make me happy :)

Athirah.Iez.Areqa

I love jumping pictures. You'll bet this took more than 10 shots to get it right. All the best for finals! ;)

oh oh look at this picture!

OPEN THOSE BOOKS haha.

No more.

I'm starting to believe there's a limit to the number of mistakes a person can do to another person. Enough is enough. I'm through.

Classic

currently most played :)

okay that's it. wanna know why? one word. EXAM.bye2

You're here :)

Hey Saddam, i have not wished you yet :( and even if i have wished you, it still would not have been good enough :) because you're not just anyone. you're my good friend :D

Happy Birthday kiddo!

i've known of you since form 4 (please note that i wrote known of, he was famous back then and still is now hehe) but we finally became friends here in Egypt :) it's so cool that i get to have someone from my recent highschool years with me here (abroad i mean) because though we weren't close back then but we sort of grew up with the same surrounding and friends... so here in Egypt, in a way, he understands how i am a little bit more than everybody else ;) thanks Saddam, for listening to me talk crap at times haha and for helping me out when i needed it. we have quite a few years ahead of us and i really hope we'll remain close till the end wey :))) love yah buddy!

Sing and Dance

i can watch this over and over hehehe



watching all this singing and dancing reminds me of how i wanted to become a performer, ah yes, laugh all you want but that actually came on top of my choice to be a doctor but like... hello! welcome to the real world. all the same i like medicine, so whatever.

okay okay! i am so friggin excited! because i have actually found a way to put videos in my ipod, such a noob, i know, omg omg best gila! woohooooo!!! say goodbye to boredome wooots and the video above is the 1st video in my ipod! and i've uploaded it for the world to enjoy. love me please.

oh gosh...
what does it mean when i highlight someone's every single move? i'm freaking myself out. and i'm eating chocolate chip cookies like they're the only food in the world.

You have no idea what you're doing to me

none at all.

you've messed me up so bad. who are you?

I miss mom and dad. dad called today to talk about stuff and oh oh mom got angry at me a few days ago because i gave her the wrong information about the name printed on my bank card, it's actually Noor Athirah but i told her Athirah Ali(because that's my facebook name and i'm so used to that) and i sorta messed up the process a little. and she said no one wants to layan me and my mistakes 24/7. well that's a first. so... the world doesn't revolve around me, i get it now :P but i'm still gonna go around thinking it does. so whatever.

since a few weeks ago my interest in studies has climbed charts, i'm not sure why but i actually look forward to subjects like pathology and anatomy. the new year's doing me good :) Alhamdulillah.

and i have found a new set of series which totally caught my interest but not so much like 90210 and gossip girl.

i love the singing and the head cheerleader, that's about it.

it's freezing here in my room, i should get a heater. or maybe...it isn't that cold but i just want something new in here.

I can't fix some things

a quick post. it would've been a long one if it wasn't 10.30pm already. anyway... i just wanted to type this out. i had this awesome friend when i was 13, she's the best, she really is, we talk everyday and she knows me best, better than anyone and i love her. i can't really explain what happened mostly because i have no idea what actually happened, things just happened and i regret that it did. we grew up and went separate ways and i'm sorry everyday, every single day, that we're not as good friends as we were before, i miss her so much and i wish we were close again. i can't believe this is hitting me hard now. i just saw her going online on facebook and i'm thinking "oh my god what have i done" :'(

i never wanna feel like this about any of my other friends ever. and no one in the world should ever have to feel the way i do about my old friend. it's awful.

Here's to you!

okay, here i am, waiting for 2010 which will happen in approximately a couple more hours. so i've decided to wish ya'll

HAPPY NEW YEAR

I WELCOME YOU 2010!

yeah when i was younger my mom would hassle us to write new year's resolution and i would write them because it's fun.

okay so i'm off to to go write them now.

ah hang on, yes, my wishes for the year ahead perhaps?

i truly hope the coming year treats myself and all of you better than the last :)

and if there's something you regret doing or wish you had done differently or wish you had done at all, by all means, start now, you've been given a chance to start anew :)

and i don't know if you guys know this but i'm kinda prone to accidentally bruising and cutting myself. reckless, something i should work on. anyway, i got away this year with, let's see, 2 visible scars, that's okay, kinda better than last year.

yeah, so i think i survived 2009 pretty well, Alhamdulillah.

I just hope i can say the same at the end of 2010, InsyaAllah.

alright one more time for keepers: Happy New Year fellas!