together forever

i bet you've read something like this in other posts but whatever. my blog so i write whatever i want la.

i miss home! not hum eh, haha i love you hum :)

is this some sort of feeling that'll slowly go away as i sink into histology biochemistry etc.? i need to know sigh..

missing the sight of that place i call home. i'm just waiting for that special moment when i get my feet off these egyptian grounds and back to Malaysia. lama gila lagi. arghhh i'm not letting anyone come and study here if it's anywhere near my power.

i miss my parents la and my sisters and my brothers and my nieces and my neighbors. blegh.

when i was in Malaysia, i met Nicky(my very good friend) a few times and we have this group we call the alpha gang haha, sounds funny when i type it here, anyway, nicky is this smart ass who always thinks of out-of-the-box-things (what i call crazy ideas) but looking as he's a candidate who's going to oxford soon i now call those ideas as nicky's ambitious plans. okay so Nicky plans that we go to the Olympics in London in 2012, our major gathering. he's actually mentioned this since last year and everyone has actually agreed and i totally hope that i don't have exams at that particular period of time(when the Olympics is on) so that i get to attend this historical and somewhat adventurous gathering :D i'm gonna try my best to be there. because as cheesy as this sounds.. they've actually been there when i needed them. and they've actually followed through with some of nicky's ambitious plans haha and to be at such an event like the Olympics with them would be such an awesome thing. can't wait :) i miss the alpha gang... and you know what we say to each other after phone calls or emails to each other... we'll always have Olympics <3

how i hope so

insyaAllah

Tuesdays

ironically it's a Tuesday today.

last year, my elder sister asked me if i've read Tuesdays with Morrie to which i replied no. she told me i should get around to reading it.

these past few weeks my younger sister kept telling me the contents of the book and she too advised me to read it.(she does not usually tell me to do good things xD)

where have i seen the book? hmm, on my sister's bookshelf and on ika's bedside table.

i flipped open the book last night. i cried at the very start of the book and had to control myself because i realised i was crying at each chapter. the only author who has made me cry was J.K. Rowling, well until now. I could barely read with tears flowing. No really, i'm thinking there's something wrong.. with me.

I watched 'The Kite Runner' and at parts of the movie i felt lumps in my throat. IT'S JUST A MOVIE for crying out loud. bleghh, because i see that these kinda things affect me emotionally, i'm gonna make sure i don't watch or read things that may get to me. oh and you know what, i cried watching Spiderman 2.

I skipped town a few weeks ago, just for a day. When i said goodbye to my parents and nieces, i was practically weeping, even though i knew i was gonna see them the day after. i was just gone for the night and even that i can't handle.

i fear what's gonna happen on 12th Oct at the airport. ya Allah, give me strength.

Why Chuck is Numero Uno

There are three things i care about Nathaniel. Money, the pleasure money brings me and you.

Chuck Bass

I'll always have

Australia. Always.

It hasn't changed since i last saw it. It won't be long till i see it again.

I don't know where to begin. The most awesome holiday ever since i started Medicine. Thanks mom and dad, for Australia. The moment my feet landed on the Australian grounds and till the moment i left, i have enjoyed every single second of it and i did everything i've planned except one thing. I never planned to leave... ;)

Surfers Paradise. Truly is.


what does it look like he's doing. duh

Beach at night.


Beach in the morning.


Griffith meets Alexandria


Athirah and Yen Yin


Harbor Town.


Cab.



Seaworld.


Corkscrew.


Dreamworld.

Movieworld.


The Mystery Machine.


I won an Oscar. Thank you, thank you.


Athirah and Marilyn Monroe.
(facebook has made me refer to myself as a 3rd person)


A big guitar on a cafe.


Athirah and Ali


Athirah and Aqilah


Athirah and kangaroo


Definitely.


Why would I ever wanna leave this place :)

It was awesome! No. It was way way awesome!
You guys should totally go to Gold Coast, a perfect family getaway!

Australia will always feel like home :D
Like mine at least

She's nineteen

Happy Birthday Hur Azmi

You're one easy going person. Everybody loves yah! Spending time with you has been so much fun. Thanks for the warm welcomes whenever i knock on your door and thank you for being so darn supportive. You're a great friend wey and I hope you have an awesome day today. God bless you :)
<3

For you and me

so lucky, allow me to bring light to the subject.

PICTURE THIS

there's this someone who knows you very well, he never nags you nor does he ever stop you from doing anything. he left you a note, a message, or shall i say a whole book which you got very early in life telling you a thing or two, things he wants you to know/do. he gives you things no one else can possibly give, happiness, sight, people to love, pain and if you're lucky he gives you a personal gift, only for you, only you can handle. if there's someone who can give you at least one of those things wouldn't you do absolutely anything for em? No? You won't do anything for a person who'd cause you pain? little do you know a girl/guy that you're in love with might be the reason for one heck of a heartache but you'd still do anything for em.

How generous of Allah to give and give and demand only so little in return, what? prayers 5 times a day, fast, perform pilgrimage and our undying love, between a creator and His creation, that's little, if you wanna compare to what He gives us. i can't imagine, He gives so much everyday but He gives so much more in a month called Ramadhan.

For every tiny good deed, He gives you pahala but not the usual amount, He double or triples it this month (wallahualam) it's like bonus round in a game, the time limit? one month, 30 days each year. Subhanallah. I've heard of people who don't stop berzikir because one second that you waste without doing a good deed is such a huge loss. Everyone races to the mosque every night to perform Terawikh, you only get to do it during Ramadan, oh if only we knew, the reward is... tremendous. plus, to ease our good doings, Allah has tied up all the syaitan.

Okay so there's gonna be some people who say, hmmf, only during Ramadhan do we see these people bringing themselves closer to Allah, and all the other months? they return to their own lives. Let me tell you, at least they're doing it. oh oh there was once i heard someone saying "sunat, tak payah buat". the reply that came "hello sunat la yang kena buat, nak add on pahala xcukup ke, mana la kau blaja".

alright about this Ramadhan, apart from getting multiple pahala, Allah has hidden one night, a special night, where whoever who gets the chance to encounter this 'night', is the luckiest human being to have lived. it's called malam lailatulqadr. the pahala you get for the solat etc on lailatulqadr is equals to or even better than the pahala you collect when you beribadah to Allah for 1000 months, do the math that's about 83 years. and anyone, just any tom dick or harry(muslims that is) stands a chance to stumble across lailatulqadr.

So there, i hope i'll get to benefit from Ramadhan just as i am sure you will. InsyaAllah. and also, may we get to encounter lailatulqadr this Ramadhan :) Amin.

i look at you with such disdain

i can't believe this. and i thought you of all people would actually get it. be my friend for 2 seconds will you. if i needed someone to say things like that i would've called some enemy or other. i don't need this especially from you. oh oh! thanks because now i know who you really are :) not a person i wanna be with. you, enjoy your life.