Tuesdays

ironically it's a Tuesday today.

last year, my elder sister asked me if i've read Tuesdays with Morrie to which i replied no. she told me i should get around to reading it.

these past few weeks my younger sister kept telling me the contents of the book and she too advised me to read it.(she does not usually tell me to do good things xD)

where have i seen the book? hmm, on my sister's bookshelf and on ika's bedside table.

i flipped open the book last night. i cried at the very start of the book and had to control myself because i realised i was crying at each chapter. the only author who has made me cry was J.K. Rowling, well until now. I could barely read with tears flowing. No really, i'm thinking there's something wrong.. with me.

I watched 'The Kite Runner' and at parts of the movie i felt lumps in my throat. IT'S JUST A MOVIE for crying out loud. bleghh, because i see that these kinda things affect me emotionally, i'm gonna make sure i don't watch or read things that may get to me. oh and you know what, i cried watching Spiderman 2.

I skipped town a few weeks ago, just for a day. When i said goodbye to my parents and nieces, i was practically weeping, even though i knew i was gonna see them the day after. i was just gone for the night and even that i can't handle.

i fear what's gonna happen on 12th Oct at the airport. ya Allah, give me strength.