Speak soon

I was kinda sad yesterday... for no reason at all... I think.

So I skyped with my bestfriend and she made everything sooo much better :D

By the way, she straightened her hair last week and she was so excited to show it to me :) She looks fantastic!

After that, she took out her guitar and sang teardrops on my guitar for me, awww I love you Taylor!

Okay, so I'm thinking I keep pushing things away and sulk about having no say at all of certain things happening. Today got me thinking, why don't I just embrace whatever's gonna happen, instead of worrying my head off. I'm gonna start letting it be, difficult wey, sigh, well maybe at first, haha positivity is the way eh hehe. Oh and I'm gonna start to be.. like happy and not have little things make me sad. I don't know how you guys do it but I can't believe I'm approaching 20. It's such a big deal to me you won't believe. Yes, but I'm gonna embrace it instead of pushing it away. *It's so depressing*

Okay... other stuff now.

I wanna go hooooome.

I wanna go home....

and a little quote to end this confusing blogpost.

Today was once the future, I might have expected too much.