21

I love the number. Because i think it's an elegant one, signifies grace and purity, reminds me of blackjack and there's forever 21...

and also because i was born on a 21st.

the number of candles would be 19 next. and i'm afraid i'm not ready for it. and when people say i'd better start acting my age, well can i help it if the years keeps going by even when i'm not done being 16? i am acting my age... the age that i wanna be.

a few years ago i would be sooo eager for that day... where i'd get presents and be treated like a princess (well i'm treated like a princess everyday) well anyway, the thing is i like the particular day, i just dont like the fact that it highlights the fact that i'm older.

i've had surprises, parties, sleepovers on my birthdays as i grew up. i guess it's about time for a decent birthday, you know, just a handshake, a warm wish, maybe a wink and perhaps a nice long chat with a few good friends. because that's what i thought 19-year-old birthdays should be like, too old for parties or all that hullabaloo... see this is what i don't like, being too old for something... oh gosh, i wonder how 20-year-old birthdays would be like... *shivers and stops wondering*

yeah my sad sob story... about birthdays?!

gosh, i guess i do need to grow up hahah

Wisenheimer

I told our dentist i sort of feel a slight pain when i bite and she had me take an x-ray and what'dya know, i saw another tooth about to grow at the very back. Saw it through the x-ray film.

Wisdom tooth!!!

why do they call it that anyway

Can't wait till the wise effect kicks in...

Flash

Note to self. Bring camera everywhere.

Another note to self. Remember to shut off flash when taking pictures in the lecture hall.

I went to Coffee Roastery yesterday without my camera. totally forgot like an idiot. the place was stunningly cosy and pictures taken in the restaurant would've definitely turned out nice, well considering my view on Egypt, didn't know a place like that existed here.

And we sort of had a panel discussion in lecture today. about 6 lecturers showed up and sat in front. in a row. they looked so cute next to each other that i couldn't resist taking a picture. FLASH. oh shit.

and yet again pictures could not be uploaded because a certain internet connection is being such a bitch.

one more thing. i have eye bags the size of tea bags. yikes!

The Teenage Witch

Well no. Her name just has a ring to the title.

No need for introduction.

Meet Sabrina.

Meet my best friend.

We were in the same school for three years then i moved to boarding school. And three years later, what'd ya know, we meet again at driving school. Our driving test was on the same day so we sort of hung out the whole day together. After getting through with the driving test -we both passed XD, we went straight to celebrate, it was sort of spontaneous (since it has been quite a few years since we last saw each other and we weren't as close before as we are now), but like what the heck, it'd be nice to spend the rest of the day with an old friend i thought, so we ate sushi (we both found out we like it) and big apple (we both found out we love it) and just sort of did some catching up.

I asked her opinion if i should think of studying in Egypt because my father is considering on sending me there. And a few months later, we both got offers to study in Egypt in the exact same university. Say what? Of all the places to study we got the same place. I knowww right

We sort of spend 24 hours with each other since we're roommates and classmates and a lot of other things are the same right now. It's nice to be around a person who looks out for you and is there when you need her and laugh at your lame jokes and thinks of ways to make life a little bit crazier than it really is.

Hahah

I'm not gonna act like we're all perfect and dainty. Yeah we fight. But that's no reason to sacrifice all the good times. Right =D

*to Sabrina: Thanks wey, for everything. You made this rough journey a little smoother :D Oh you know i might not act like it sometimes but i think you know that... i love you loads!

Archuleta is damn fine

i hate the internet connection. i guess that's why it hates me too.

i am so sleepy. but must.. enlighten people.. on current situation.

David Archuleta

in Malaysia

looked super hot in baju melayu (i'd upload if the internet wasn't being such a bitch)

why oh why aren't we meant to be together.

ah well. *yawn*.... till tomorrow *snores*

Results Day

RESULTS ARE OUT

It's true! And here they are...

Anatomy B

Biochemistry B+

Histology B-

Physiology C+

Pharmacology B

Community Medicine B-

Terminology B+

Nothing to be proud of here. If anything, it's sort of bad but oh my god, with everything that happened during the exam week, i thought i screwed up everything. Thank you thank you! Alhamdulillah.

I am totally relieved that i don't have to repeat any paper. PHEWWW!

It totally sucks that I didn't manage an A at all. *not gonna happen again

My second semester final results are going to be so much better...

I Promise

Pathology exam this Saturday. Off to open my books :D

I am a nervous wreck

I am totally freaking out. Here's the thing, our final exam results for last semester is rumoured to be out in a couple of days. My heart gets a little shock every time i think about it. Please please let me get good grades, or acceptable ones at least.

Well you see, lets say a person gets a certain grade and lets say it isn't a good one, that person is supposed to repeat the paper. I repeat, the person is supposed to repeat the paper.

As if taking it the first time wasn't scary enough. It's totally killing me. Because you see, if lets say a person has to repeat a paper/papers, he is to postpone his flight ticket back to Malaysia. You have to be stuck in Egypt answering some questions about tachycardia or worse! communication skills, while everyone goes home. You really just don't wanna be the person who repeats. Trust me.

The two-week study week last semester wasn't exactly the best two weeks. Had a little something going on and sorta messed up my mind then. That's why I'm such a nervous wreck at the moment. Oh God, this isn't doing me any good.

I guess I'm totally going to accept what life has in store for me, I just hope sigh. I wanna be happy about my results, please please and I am so not going to be involved in so much drama when the next study break comes around, if I could help it. =)

I'll tell you how results-day turns out. I'm so darn scared *shrieking*