Not Again

it's the 2nd tiiiiime. god. people are gonna think i'm so dumb.

the lecturer called me up front, by name.. again.

the first time it happened i was sitting in the front row and she requested i approach the blackboard. shit. i've missed a few classes and i barely know what's going on. she shoved the microphone in my hands after asking my name, she continued by asking me a couple of questions to which i only smiled, followed by a very long and embarassing 'errrrrrrrrrr'...

entered class a couple of minutes late this morning and i walked straight to the last row then rested my ass on the wooden seat. to my horror she pointed straight at me and told me to sit in the very first row. crap. felt like we were acting out a little drama and everyone was watching..... all of them. on top of that she actually called me by name despite having other lectures to conduct and haven't seen me for two days. darn it, shouldn't have told her. well anyway, then she asked me a question yet again and i was a little out of breath with all that moving from the back row to the front and before that rushing to reach class in time, yeah so i guess i panicked and i was mumbling the answer. she looked at me and said

no, that is wrong

and i'm thinking if she'll ever just spare me and leave me alone. and for your information i answered correctly and she misheard me. thanks a lot.

it's just so fantastic. what could turn out as a perfectly good day was ruined so early in the morning. i am so gonna prove this lecturer wrong - wait for it...